Kamarling
Member
THIS ISN'T A JOKE
You know what isn't a joke? There are people out there with serious psychological problems who might be tempted to attempt suicide - for whatever reason. People would generally be sympathetic and want to help in some way. But people become cynical because arsehole trolls pretend to be one of those unfortunate people just for some twisted idea of fun. So think about the next genuine cry for help that gets ignored or chased away because of idiot troll pranks.
Now, if you really are sincere, then the genuine response of anyone here would be to advise you to seek professional help, not give you some cast iron and impossible reassurance. Either way, you seem to have some serious problems so the professional help is still my advice.