I didn't word it right I was tired. Or maybe I can't convey what I was asking. Basically wondering what happens to our awareness when we die. But it just brought a thought to me that maybe when we die our conscious mind dies, but our subconscious universal mind can possibly survive after death? I guess my question was why does our awareness/consciousness seem so affected by the physical? As if it is possible the mind creates consciousness? For example I get hit in the head with a bat and I go in to a coma/ erratic thinking etc. That physical impact of the bat hitting my head makes me lose conscious awareness in the external world?