Maybe you're attached to some kind of God Consoiuessness. I had one a few months ago where i was out of my body directly outside my bed room hovering right over a dogwood tree . There was some ambient light and then a clap of thunder to the north of me, and then i saw a brilliant ball of Silverlight light with like silver sparklers shooting out of it ,no sound. The feeling of power was so intense I couldn't take it and then woke up in my bed scared shitless. I researched this and came across this listed below; maybe a real angel ???