Hello wonderful and rad peoples ^u^ , i hope you are all well
now i need an explaination possibly, something that goes on that's kind of weird but anyhow
I'll concept it out so i dont have to explain the exact things going on but lemme put it like this
Lets take, ..... Tasha , she's a 16 year old female , she's also autistic (basically like me), now
she finds a song she can really like, lets say it's lake of fire by nirvana, so she gets into the song and really likes it, now ..... during the time she listens to the song , she notices that bad things start to happen, her friends seem to feel down , something not so great happens between them ,
but otherwise her friends had been okay, so she stops listening goes to help her friends, all is okay again and they set off their seperate ways
now the next day, she doesn't listen to this song, .... and her friends and things get on fine
so another day or such passes,
she then on lets say the thursday (she began listening on monday) begins to listen to this song again, .... and enjoys it, but then her friends and things start to go awry, .... and then goes away to sort it out. , it gets sorted eventally and all is well
lets skip to friday, she goes to listen to the song , and again things go awry and bad and her friends aren't feeling too good , so again she goes away to sort things out, and then returns. things are sorted
so she begins listening to the song again, ..... and the bad occurances begin to happen again, she's starting to get a bit weirded out, she notices when she begins listening to this song , bad happenings begin to happen in her life, so putting 2 and 2 together , maybe she figures in some odd way , the song could be triggering these bad occurances to happen, so she stops listening to the song for a while
so lets cut away a month later, she hasnt listened to the song after noticing listening to it seems to always have bad things happening after, but she figures maybe it was an odd occurance and it probably was all in her head. so she returns to listening to this song
..... and low and behold , the bad thing that hasnt happened for a month happens straight after she begins listening to this song, so slightly creeped out tasha has to reluctantly stop listening to it.
this is kind of an example or best i can say of a thing that happens to me, and i noticed the corroboration (or whatever word to say),
here is examples of things that i noticed seem to cause bad events to happen:
Listening to any quake announcer lines (i play TF2 and thus get exposed to them, but i have had to modify the game to ensure i do not hear them , due to somehow after i hear or read one of the lines, a bad occurance happens after it, sometimes 5 mins later, sometimes an hour later, but not any longer than maybe a day)
Listening to certain songs
Wanting to dye my hair with a red fringe, i really badly wanted to, but after noticing things went to crap after i made the decision to maybe do it, i had to reverse the decision after ne of my friends had fallen ill and was sent to hospital
Wanting to buy any AMD Ryzen parts for a upcoming PC build i want to do, I had a choice between Doing a 5820K based build or a 1700X based build, and when i started to plan out the 5820K Build, nothing bad happened, ..... but whenever i plan out the 1700x based build, bad things happen, such as panic attacks, big senses of negative energy , .... and thus it repeated so much i had no choice but to abandon the 1700X build plan
Having a VERY certain image in my thoughts, i have had to train my mind not to image this thing, cause again i always noticed something crap happened after i thought this image
thats nearly as much as i can think of, but there is one or two i missed out .
Now i've talked this over with my friends, but they always said "it's in your head, nothing will happen" ..... so yet i do one of the things i said seems to cause the bad occurances and.... guess what
THE BAD OCCURANCE HAPPENED,
so now i'm in a state where i have to avoid doing certain activities.
over time this happened more instantenous, but i noticed if i do the things that cause bad occurances, it changes from a bad occurance happening straight afterwords, so if i do it multiple times a VERY bad occurance happens, like it's a bottle that inflates then does a large explosion
now i need an explaination possibly, something that goes on that's kind of weird but anyhow
I'll concept it out so i dont have to explain the exact things going on but lemme put it like this
Lets take, ..... Tasha , she's a 16 year old female , she's also autistic (basically like me), now
she finds a song she can really like, lets say it's lake of fire by nirvana, so she gets into the song and really likes it, now ..... during the time she listens to the song , she notices that bad things start to happen, her friends seem to feel down , something not so great happens between them ,
but otherwise her friends had been okay, so she stops listening goes to help her friends, all is okay again and they set off their seperate ways
now the next day, she doesn't listen to this song, .... and her friends and things get on fine
so another day or such passes,
she then on lets say the thursday (she began listening on monday) begins to listen to this song again, .... and enjoys it, but then her friends and things start to go awry, .... and then goes away to sort it out. , it gets sorted eventally and all is well
lets skip to friday, she goes to listen to the song , and again things go awry and bad and her friends aren't feeling too good , so again she goes away to sort things out, and then returns. things are sorted
so she begins listening to the song again, ..... and the bad occurances begin to happen again, she's starting to get a bit weirded out, she notices when she begins listening to this song , bad happenings begin to happen in her life, so putting 2 and 2 together , maybe she figures in some odd way , the song could be triggering these bad occurances to happen, so she stops listening to the song for a while
so lets cut away a month later, she hasnt listened to the song after noticing listening to it seems to always have bad things happening after, but she figures maybe it was an odd occurance and it probably was all in her head. so she returns to listening to this song
..... and low and behold , the bad thing that hasnt happened for a month happens straight after she begins listening to this song, so slightly creeped out tasha has to reluctantly stop listening to it.
this is kind of an example or best i can say of a thing that happens to me, and i noticed the corroboration (or whatever word to say),
here is examples of things that i noticed seem to cause bad events to happen:
Listening to any quake announcer lines (i play TF2 and thus get exposed to them, but i have had to modify the game to ensure i do not hear them , due to somehow after i hear or read one of the lines, a bad occurance happens after it, sometimes 5 mins later, sometimes an hour later, but not any longer than maybe a day)
Listening to certain songs
Wanting to dye my hair with a red fringe, i really badly wanted to, but after noticing things went to crap after i made the decision to maybe do it, i had to reverse the decision after ne of my friends had fallen ill and was sent to hospital
Wanting to buy any AMD Ryzen parts for a upcoming PC build i want to do, I had a choice between Doing a 5820K based build or a 1700X based build, and when i started to plan out the 5820K Build, nothing bad happened, ..... but whenever i plan out the 1700x based build, bad things happen, such as panic attacks, big senses of negative energy , .... and thus it repeated so much i had no choice but to abandon the 1700X build plan
Having a VERY certain image in my thoughts, i have had to train my mind not to image this thing, cause again i always noticed something crap happened after i thought this image
thats nearly as much as i can think of, but there is one or two i missed out .
Now i've talked this over with my friends, but they always said "it's in your head, nothing will happen" ..... so yet i do one of the things i said seems to cause the bad occurances and.... guess what
THE BAD OCCURANCE HAPPENED,
so now i'm in a state where i have to avoid doing certain activities.
over time this happened more instantenous, but i noticed if i do the things that cause bad occurances, it changes from a bad occurance happening straight afterwords, so if i do it multiple times a VERY bad occurance happens, like it's a bottle that inflates then does a large explosion
