Maybe you should tell us what you have learned from all those experiences?
Hey Dave, Fully functional again so maybe I can speak in better terms, I think I did answer some of those I think. Lol! but it is so hard to put into words. Above all else, it is love. As corny and hippy dippy as it sounds it is the undeniable truth.
We are all looking for something, but the fact is we already have it. It is just obscured with bullshit. When you strip it all away, what remains is the truth. That is what I was talking about with losing everything. It seems we are doing a sort of purification thing, the alchemical great work of transmuting the lead into gold.
Do you ever meet the same alien entity more than once - maybe even using different drugs?
You know this is not so easy to wrap your head around. They are all faces of the one thing. It's like a enormous tree and all of these entities are sprouting out of this one source. It has this crazy impossible geometric structure(s) it is like it is alive and made just of entities. I mean they don't really have a boundary. It's like saying look there is a ripple, but it is just the same water that makes up the entire stream. Or similar in concept to the wave particle duality thing if that makes sense. All reality is just mentality. One mind and many at the same time.
But yes. I have often encountered the same "ripples" time and time again. They are extremely bizarre and always glad to see you. Some seem so far beyond our conception they could definitely be called aliens, angels or even gods if you like. Sometimes it is also just a voice. There was a period were I was doing this once a week. And this voice was narrating the show, and it would just pick right back up from where it left the week before.
It is true that mushrooms feel very alien, Aya has this feminine nature spirit, very motherly and loving. But she can also kick your ass! :) DMT is just bizarre that is where you will be shot into others dimensions filled with entities. The autonomous conscious agents beneath space time. Mushrooms can do that in extremely high doses. It's weird because there is not much difference in these molecules. It is like two atoms that differentiate psilocin from DMT. A single hydroxyl group, (OH).
Do you think any of those trips induced something that could be called paranormal?
Yes, Once I was certain I could hear things several seconds before they occurred, It was like time was displaced. I have also answered my partners questions several times before she had asked them, or I could tell what she was thinking about at certain moments. Like our minds get entangled or something.
Another occasion, after coming down, a electronic toy in my daughters room, (who was away at the time) started going off. So I struggle to my feet in the dark with these geometric patterns still occupying my vision and go into her room to switch it off. As soon as I reach for it, it would stop. So I go back to bed. As soon as I lie back down it starts again. So again I stumble out in the dark, I reach for it and it stops. I swear this living conscious stream was just laughing! I was like yeah ok you got me again. It was playing games. That is the other thing, as well as being so awesome, limitless and loving it is also quite playful and humorous.
Beyond what you might call paranormal, often it seems like it is more likely to just have weird stuff happen in this state.
What proportion of those trips were best described as 'bad'?
Also a tricky question because these bad ones turn out to be very beneficial. But OK I know what you mean. I would say only about 5 to 10% over the entire time. Except if you were to graph it out these would be clustered around the earlier years.
The bad ones are just deeper psychological issues being exposed. It can be very frightening because it really can feel like you are dying or about to lose your mind. If you resist, fear can set in and it then it just spirals out of control. For others repressed trauma can be relived. Also it holds a mirror up to your soul so you can see yourself as you truly are, you see all the things you do wrong and how you treat others. This can be very, very upsetting for some people. The truth is often hard to handle. It is easy to deny the entities but this aspect is undeniable.