Hi @
Vault313.
Because I'm advocating what must seem to most people to be a fairly black-and-white view of a world which seems to actually be very nuanced, I'm wary of, but not at all unsympathetic towards, validating the sort of thoughts that you put forward: that there exist people on this world who are of an entirely different moral character to the rest of us. I am open to that possibility, but I am also open to the possibility that, in part, moral character is formed through experience, particularly abusive experience. That said, I don't think that this can fully explain the depravity we see in some people: as I wrote in an earlier post, I think that evil is incompatible with wholly objective rationality, and I think that at a minimum we all have
some sort of acccess to this sort of rationality.
My personal view, for what it's worth, is that - and I say this based on experience - metaphysical/spiritual evil exists, and that it both can, and that it actively and deliberately
does attempt (in some cases succesfully) to, influence us "mere mortals". In some cases, it goes beyond mere "influence" into literal "pacts", but I say
this based solely on the evidence of others, and not by my own personal testimony.
As for bluebird, do I think that s/he has literally made a pact with the devil? No, not really. I think that s/he is quite conceivably being influenced by undesirable forces, but that the large part of it comes from his/her own ego, which it doesn't take (and hasn't taken) much to inflame.
As for the concept of a war between good and evil, whilst I am very unstudied in this, it was a fundamental aspect of some religions which both predated and were contemporaneous with early Christianity, including Manichaeism and Zoroastrianism. I feel, despite the contrary belief of C.S. Lewis (although it was nice that he thought it a "manly creed"), that these were/are truer metaphysical systems than is Christianity, even though I feel that at the same time they explain some aspects of Christian faith - and better than mainstream Christianity does!
As for this world being "a downright nightmare": exactly, this is what has motivated my metaphysical views. Really, who can believe that a God who is
both omnipotent and omnibenevolent exists given the actual evil that exists in this world? And as for "at the same time [being able to] find beauty in nearly anyone and anything (nearly)", this is what (at least in part) leads me to believe that, despite it all, God
is good. It's just that being good isn't enough, you also need to have the total power to enforce goodness.
Re your idea that "the vast majority, if not perhaps all of us are of this same goodness, when you strip away the fear and subsequent animalistic survivalist appeals toward power and materialistic persuits", this is my fundamental belief too. I'm working, and these posts are part of that, on some way of reconciling it with the fact that we (some of us) are equally capable of the most appalling horror.