This podcast may be helpful to you. The three people that were engaged in this dialog seemed to have gone through the exact same thing you are going through now. I hope this helps.
http://www.wheredidtheroadgo.com/show-archive/roundtables/item/441-the-dark-night-of-the-soul-october-6-2017
In my experience... all good things comes to an eventual end. I suppose this forum is no exception. As mostly a lurker ... I've learned a lot here about how the universe may actually work and about myself. The topics were rich and deep where it seem to have very few limits in regards to the...
And why is the main message with almost every NDE report I've read is that we should love, love, love? If the universe is indifferent... why would it matter to love or not?
I usually support the idea that everything happens for a reason. However, when I hear tragic stories like that, it forces me to pause and rethink my position.
Not to bring this thread down but I had just recently read, from a local news source, that a father/husband lost his entire family when they all (expecting mother, 6 year old, 4 year old, and 1 year old) died in a car crash. Did that happen for a reason?
I reckon the major hurdle is an absolute knowing that it is possible (not just faith or belief). My issue is that I still have doubts because I've been probably subliminally brainwashed with a materialistic worldview.
What is good? And where does it come from? Is it only subjective or does it also have a objective component as well. I suppose the same question should be asked of evil as well. In discussions like this I feel like these questions should be addressed head on. Unfortunately... these age old...
I grew up as a fundamentalist Christian and I have never heard this story from the pulpit. Ever. And as a father of only one daughter... I am offended by this story. Thankfully... it is just a story in which it has absolutely no value whatsoever.
tarantulanebula, This is from my own experience and mine alone. But I hope you can still get something out of this.
1) Moles may simply be a coincidence or it may be something to it. Either way ... you may be reading too much into it.
2) it doesn't matter how one reacts to one another (whether...
Unfortunately, there is not much more I can add to what I had already stated specifically. And I would also advise you to listen to what Humanetar stated as well (in this tread and the other tread where your story is shared). He supplied you with very helpful advice to help your situation...