Thing is, some of us may wake up one day and see the situation for what it is. But the years of conditioning can't usually be overcome in one fell swoop. I suspect you're just oscillating increasingly rapidly, but hopefully at some point you'll be able to reconcile the conflicts and find a way to handle life with somewhat more equanimity.
Seems it is happening to me more often as well without the means of my usual method.
So no psychedelic's have been involved, but it certainly was made of the same stuff. So maybe just getting by bearings on weird and apparently illusory new ground I think. So yes the same old story. Or scary new one, nah! I'm good.